OKAY! My new link is up and it'll take effect from today.
Re-link me people!
I'll delete this blogger in a week or so cos I'm lazy to go to everyone's blog and tag them.
www.cache-monet.blogspot.com

Changing url soon after everything is prim and proper.
Will notify you guys.
Right now I cant put it up cos its showing alot of cleavage.
Not good for the eyes. LOL!
I'm not internet-savvy so I'm gonna struggle and need alot of help.
So for the time being,stay tune here.

Till here.~Gonna kill time by doing graphs! EEEKK!

To the whole lot of people that it may concern:
Can you just stop talking about this? Its like its only one little problem that you purposely amplify just to make yourselves feel good. I know you feel hurt and you too have the right to let it out. But dont aim at one person just because you feel he/she deserves it. You are being unfair and am creating even more enemies. So please. Just accept his/her decision and go on with life. Stop amplifying and bragging about the problem. It solves nothing.
.....................

Today had LC. Pretty easy. Nothing much to say actually. Just alot of laughters again and stress. I freaking hate homework!

Till here.~another one more to handle

I just woke up! Its 8pm! Now I cannot sleep until morning. When I woke up,I thought it was like 4 in the morning or something. Now my head is spinning right round right round right round. HAHA I hate this! Oh well!

Today was filled with laughter and scolding. Just cannot stop. This Hakim and Cheryl always makes me laugh. Thanks. And also get me scolded. THANKS AH!

I finally appeared in Physics tutorial. But I slept. LOL. KFC cravings on the go. Wanted to go today but I went phy instead. At least I learned something. Then went to inter with Hakim to top up our ez-links and buy the $1 double choc. It was a stolen coupon. LOL

Then we "thawaf" around ntuc! I dont know whats the eng word for that. Hakim is a really fickle-minded person. But I'm worst la. Heh. He couldnt decide between titbits and chocs.

And he paid for me! Thanks dude. Next time go ntuc somemore okay? Hahaha

Okay I gtg. I dont know what to do next. Do Maths or eat. My stomach is grumbling like crazy.

Till here. ~I finally contacted Nizham and Razi today! Razi! Remember to buy for me hoodie okay? LOL. And I'm catching harry potter again with him. YAY!
And to my GooGoo,stay cheerful okay! Muacks! HAHAHA. Its been awhile since I said that to anyone.~

Just came back from watching Harry Potter. The plot was super interesting. Although there was not much actions,at least there's still comedy.

One guy in the cinema actually light up his lighter during the part where Dumbledore died and they raise their wands and there's this light coming out. Eventually his whole row did it too. Assholes but funny.

I guess the people that said it was boring arent really into the details of the movie. And I paid $7.50 for my sis's tix just to see her close her ears most of the time. She's terrified of the shocking sudden sounds. I kept on saying nothing will happen until I eventually kena. HAHA.

As for the characters..what can I say?
Hermione was getting hotter.
Ron was getting uglier and funnier.
Malfoy was...was...okay I shall say it! Please marry him to me!
And Harry was being Harry.

The other characters were the same. DUH! Except that they'r getting older.

Okay! I gtg. There's hmw to be done but I dont care cos I'm just too tired. So I want sleep.

Till here. ~ entry posting page is going haywire. All icons are all over the place!

I'm updating...

I am....
tired
disgusted
disgruntled
cheated
lied to
and so on and so forth.

And I dont want to be part of Reverandom no more.
There's so many controversies.
Someone lied to me.
That someone always left me out.
There's even their own cliques.
Cant be called family no more.
So anyone out there who's interested,feel free to take my place.
But I just want to know...Was I even part of the family?
Right now,I really really dont give a shit about the memories we've made together and the times spent.
Just need to know one thing and I'll go forever.
Did each and everyone of you even treat me like I was part of the family????
~~talk about it all you want after this for all I care~~
.............................
So yeah that was the update. Apologies for having it to be so emotional. I guess sometimes you just gotta breakdown and think it through. And yes,I am breaking down right now. I really did love each and everyone of them despite their attitude at times,but then again..I got nothing in return.

And I've made no difference whether I'm there or not. So I see no point in staying around the people that dont realise my existant. So you guys have a nice time yeah.

Anyways,alot has been happening over the last few days. Although I cant exactly remember what. HAHA. So on Monday will be watching Harry Potter with Sis at E!Hub. Would anyone want to accompany me buy the tix after school? I'm lonely!

And I got feedback that the movie is somewhat boring. Not much actions and stuff like that. Hmm..I should watch it myself. And I cant believe I'm paying for the tixs. Urrgh! There goes my hard-earned money. Oh well.

Okay I gotta go take a shower.

Till here.

I'm so tired.
I dont want to do maths!
I'm lazy to upload pictures and I wont upload them.
I stupidly deleted some pictures from my brother's birthday.

GOT PE TMRW! YAY!
Have tons of homework to do.
Will update either tomorrow or Thursday.

Till here.

Han River-ed today with the girls.
We were the lunchtime survivors there. LOL
All thanks to prawns!

Photos will be up soon!
Han River's and brother's birthday.

I'm gonna die tmrw.
Still alot more maths qn to do.
I hate algebra now.

Till here. Something's wrong with my tummy!

Do you know the feeling when you are surrounded by idiots? Heh. You'd never guess I would call these people idiots who USED TO BE my friends. Since they're idiots,I shall repeat this again just in case it hasnt really sinked in into them for the past 4 years. TJ is a group of friends that chillax and can be considered a family of friends who come together to have fun and catch the best moments in life together. Unfortunately,over the past few months,these people just forgot about it. They forgot about the advice that was passed on by our late 'brother' and the lost of members that we will stay being who we are. And when I finally caught up with them,they're now a GANG! You know those secret societies. Those of higher ranking idiots that beat the hell out of innocent people and refuse to believe the truth although they know they're in denial. Yeah that kind of gang.

One new member came over to me and said(translated)"wah! Wear headscarf also can join gang? Might as well dont wear.(roll eyes)

Those words made me lost in confusion. GANG? Since when we're a gang? TJ was never a gang. If TJ was,I would never be part of it. Simply because I dont want to stoop so low to their standard. Gangs are filled with stupid people who want to settle their problems their own way. And their own way means beating people hoping that the victim dies but then again,no one tell the police. Okay they're not just stupid but cowards too.

Today's teenagers are joining gangs at the age as early as 13. Maybe there's earlier. Why? Because they feel cool and have protection. RIGHT...At the end of the day,the idiots that 'protect' you,land you in a home or prison where they straighten you up strictly and only then you'll realise that your future is crushed and you just want to be innocent again. But in the community's eyes,you're a loser,criminal and prejudice.

So...thats it. To TJ,dont call me up for any of your meetings. I'm disgusted by gangsters. Have a nice life.

..........................................

I'm sorry you have to put up with that(above). Anyways,today was fun. Not sure why.
Played badminton like crazy.
Maths was making me run out of brain juice.
Its a drought now up there.
Han River on Sunday. YAY! PRAWNS! HERE I COME!!

Till here.

Its not that I hate you. You're just being so over protective.

Today had class photo-taking. It was rush madness. We only got like 5 seconds to think for the informal shots. Confirm got unglamour faces.

I didnt manage to take pictures with Acha,Wyelin and Cheryl cos I couldnt find anywhere else to stand. So for the two fun shots I'm at the same place with Hakim. One with Ridhwan. One with Navin. LOL

After that,I tried to survive for the rest of the lessons. Unfortunately I only manage to succumb to 20 mins of Bio lesson. I swear thats the longest attention I've given in Bio since sec 3.

History was movie. AGAIN! I never really understood about how the Berlin Wall fell. Thats because 80% of the movie is about the people's lives. So..yeah.

And I still have like 4 more pages to go for maths tys. So sickening. I like algebra,but when the qns look like you are running out of brain cells,you really feel like not doing anymore. Roughly out of 6 qns in one test,3/4 I cant do.

And I cant wait for Han River this sunday! And hopefully I can go watch movie next friday. I told mom about the movie thing and she said see first. ARGH!

And I need to get my sleeping schedule back on track! I now sleep at 4pm and wake up at 7pm. Then later in the night cannot sleep until 2am.

Till here. Need to use up more brain cells and juices. YAY! TMR BADMINTON!

After millions of ideas thrown to surprise my brother,it all comes down to 3 people who celebrate his advance 21st birthday.

I've taken some pics but blogger is taking forever,so will upload when I have a better laptop to use. Actually his birthday is tmrw but he's working. WHICH IDIOT WORKS ON THEIR BIRTHDAY?! I guess its him. LOL

Well,firstly there was a last minute plan to buy cake. His gf volunteered to buy. Then 2 hours before we celebrate she just realise she cannot bring the cake while riding her bike. -_-".

So I fakingly rushed to eastpoint to buy 'stationeries'. Came back and made a rushed super ugly lame card which disappointingly he didnt bother to look at.

His gf came over and met him under the block saying she want to pass him something. Then she say want to use the toilet,so they came up and the lights were switched off.

Then SURPRISE!!!! Luckily he didnt know a thing about the surprise. PHEWW.

Till here. Need to shit.

Finally a skin that I'm satisfied with. Well,only 90% satisfied. Oh well.

Today there'll be pictures! I hoped so but blogger is taking its own sweet time to upload. Therefore I'll just upload it tomorrow.

And not to forget my uncle's wedding on 1 August. Just a mini one. He invited my family and I'm being forced to go. WHY?!! BTW,this is his second marriage. First one divorced already.

Although all cousins have forgotten about the past and is taking baby steps to acknowledge our new aunt,I still cant! I dont know why but I just cant.

I really need to get myself together and try to do something about my studies. Its falling apart. Now that I've swapped rooms with my brother and my study table away from any distraction,I just hope my grades get better.

Toodles~

People who comment everything about me,disgusts me! Yeah I realise I'm an ugly duckling. But only a true human being will only see the swan in me.

So thats just for you to ponder.
..........................

Went out the whole day. Morning went for religious class. Afternoon study. And headed to town at night. I dont know why but me and cousin seems to be getting closer now. I'm not really close to the male cousins on dad's side but this time,we just got along very well.

He picked me up,instead of sis, at 7:30 then headed to town. He already know which mall to go to,which shop to enter and what to buy. So all he has to do was find it,try it on,take and pay. I now prefer to shop with him compared to my female cousins.

Then off to Marina Barrage since he's been dying to look at the place at night time. Nothing much. Just took a few pics then off to dinner.

He tried to take the shorter route so I would reach home faster,but that didnt help. It was jammed! I slept in the car in the end.

Have to say I had a pleasurable time with him. Never knew he was so down-to-earth. I dont see him that often. Even at family occasions since he's 24/7 busy with work. But now that I know what he's like,I feel like getting to know the rest even more.

Its time for a cousin outing.

Till here. I'm beat!

-I dont know whether to say I love you too.-

Off to meet the clique at LJS.
Be back at night.
I'm suppose to meet them in about 15 mins.
But I still havent change.
HAHA.

Till here.

I'm extremely exhausted man!
My sleeping time went off the charts!
I sleep in the day and am awake at night.

School has been hectic recently. With someone back in our class. I'm very disappointed with some of my teachers. They give the class a lecture everyday saying that we've not been putting in enough effort. I dont know what I should not do to deserve this. They are always judging you. And the nerds are always the one that they are kind to. Why? Because they listen to you all the time and that they are nerds?!!

Ridiculous! Just because I'm not one of them doesnt mean that I didnt put in any effort. Doesnt mean that I didnt try. Doesnt mean that I'm in lala land. It just goes to show that they dont know you and they dont care about you.

They think that criticism works with every student. What they dont know is that the criticism make wake up the student to a certain extenet but will only bring them down because of the downright disgusting words from the teachers.

Its no wonder I refuse to listen to these lectures as I know that I've been putting in effort and I know that I'm trying. I know what I'm doing is contributing to my O's. They only know shit about me. So teachers,save your lectures for those who really need it. 'Cos I'm not gonna listen to any one of your lectures anymore. I'm sick of your disgusting words!

.........................................

And to (insert expletives),you better back off! You have lost your chance at being my friend and it'll stay that way. You have no right to threaten him like that and believe me,if you ever lay a finger on him,you know who I'm gonna call. Even if it has to end up with every bone in your body broken! I'm sick of you and your dumb brain. I repeat,BACK OFF!