Tomorrow is my O level Mt and I'm still sitting here and maybe later lazing around on my bed. Yes,I'm human of no feelings.

I was surfing the net checking if there's any upcoming IT show. But cannot find. Hopefully there'll be one! Then I stumbled upon a website that shows a whole list of malls or shops having a sale. GSS mah. I was looking around and already picked out what I want to buy.

Unfortunately,I have no money! All money must come from my mom! How sick is that! $180 is gonna come in about 20 days since I'm selling my handphone away. But I need that money to buy a new phone.

Went to Giant and Ikea last night to buy some stuff. Asked mommy to go Courts also since there's a huge sale going on just to check the phones,but she dont want. URGH!! Then went home.

So,right now all I have in my piggy bank is $9. What possibly can you buy with that? Actually should have like over $30 by now cos my weekly allowance is $20 and I save $10 but I tend to take that $10 out from my piggy bank and spend it like nobody's business.

Somemore need to chip in for birthday cakes and the photos. Looks like I need to be nice to mommy,go over to uncles' and granny's house more often and really go on a tight budget. If any of you kind souls would like to donate to me,I only accept cash. LOL.

And some people even have the audacity to ask me to treat them eventhough they work and have a stable income. I'm not naming anyone. Just an 'uncle' I know. :)

So,to my friends,dont ask me out to eat fast food or any restaurant unless you paying for me. Haha! And I need new slippers! Its a must! Mine kinda broke. Maybe should get it at Expo. Hmmm.. Still depends whether mommy want to pay for it or not.

Maybe I should sell away more stuff so can get more money. Dont bother asking me to work. Its not part of my choices. Well,GSS here I come!

Yesterday was totally shagged. Embarassed to wear the class tee. Wore it only for 1/2 an hr. The spring cleaning was done by just sitting there and listen to halimah talk and talk and talk. My ears were exhausted.

Change back to uniform and then to recess. I'm tired of talking about the class tee. Whats done is done. I paid for it so I'll just shut up.

My friendship with her pisses you off,then thats your problem. You're 17! Deal with the fact that you dont own your friends/bestfriends. By calling her something that she's not just shows that you lack respect and indirectly making her hate you.

If you're seeking revenge,thats your problem too. I dont give a damn. Life sucks because of people like you. So,deal with it bitch.

After school went around Central then off to the bank to drop off a pathetic cheque of $12. LOL. Walked around Eastpoint with Elaine then took the bus home. I wasnt going to walk home with the weather so against me.

While waiting for the bus,Aizat and Farhan saw me at the bus stop. Aizat waved at me. Farhan just sort of smiled. So,I pulled Elaine and hailed a cab. She lives next to my block so we went off together.

Aizat rang me up and asked why I left in a rush. So,I said that I'm in a rush and just put down the call. I was lying. duh!

I didnt want to see the guy that had used me for the past 11 years. He didnt trust me. He didnt believe in me. He didnt even care about me. I thought that the one and only bestfriend I use to have would remember my ambitions,my goal in life,my promises to myself. But that all came from someone else. And that person used to be a heartbreaker. A person that I didnt want to know anymore. A person whom I didnt even call a 'friend'. Now that he is(a friend),I totally regretted shunning him.

I know I said in a previous post that I hoped one day he would make the right decision by leaving her and be my bestfriend again. But now that I realise he's taking too long to decide,I dont want to be his bestfriend anymore. In fact,I dont even need a bestfriend because I know that the people around me who are my friends,are dependable. I can share with them just about anything. They are the ones that make me laugh and get scolding by a teacher or questioned by my mom for coming home late.

But the time spent is more than enough for me to know that I can rely on them and tell them just about anything in the world. From problems to dirty talk. LOL. So,whoever that reads this and knows him well,tell him he can forget about making deicisions cos I'm tired of waiting for him and eventually disappoint myself.

In other news..
This person has changed only for one month after being shunned by someone I know. A wanted to be friends with B but B wasnt interested. So A sort of changed and became lonely and A's friends reduced. After one month,A got *. B and I realised that A changed.

Lied about A's *. The way A's * led * life and what * owned was sooooooooooooooo fake. No road in Singapore could fit that thing. A told me about it and I just took it knowing it was sooooooooooooooooo fake.

Told B and B agreed with me. Why would A be soooooooooooooooooooooo fakey about A's life? Is it because A's life was boring? Learn to spice it up without being soooooooooooooooooooooo fake la!

I need to stop talking to A. A lies so ridiculously and soooooooooooooooo not gonna happen in Singapore. And all A's * are so like unlikely for A to get. Unbelievable? Believe it.

See how terrible my life is with so many friendship problems around me? I'm not really bothered by it. Just curious why certain people like to disgust others. For more info on the latest news,please dial AYEESYAH'S hp number.

hahahahahahahaha. crazy

Today was rather fun. Not really actually. We got Strait Times for no apparent reason. Luckily the Champions League match was in the morning,or else I would have alot of newspapers thrown at my face.

You guessed it,Man U lost. Like I said in the previous post that I would be watching it alone. Know what happened?

Came home around 12am then set my hp alarm to 2:30am. Then went to sleep. After that,heard my house phone rang and suddenly woke up and look at my phone to see what time it was,well..the battery died on me.

Rushed out of the room and switched on the tv. What I saw shocked me like ********!!!!!!

Barcelona was carrying the cup. Looked at the clock and it was freaking 5am! Then see them carrying the cup,I quickly switched it off and went back to sleep hoping that when I wake up at 6am later,I dont remember what I just saw.

Well,at least I didnt watch my beloved team lose. If I were to,I'll cry to school man. Went to school and some people where disturbing me in the hall by showing the number 2 with their fingers. I know it meant the number of goals Barcelona scored,but I just said that it meant 'PEACE'. LOL

Innovation day was not that fun. The weather was terrible. We were cash-strapped and it was boring. Only the part where we played with the balloons was fun. Navin came to us with a nice balloon that was twist and turned into something I dont know.

We returned him an airless balloon that has been abused and popped! LOL.

Went home and right now,Champions League match is on tv but I dont want to watch it. My heart already cracking,watching it will make it break into a million pieces.

Its okay,I'LL STILL SUPPORT MAN U! TILL DEATH DO US PART. lol. At the very least,we won the Premier League. *big grins*

Today was neutral. I almost died in Malay. 3 hours is too much!!

After school stayed back for Floorball inter-class. Supporting 5A2! But I ended up helping Desmond with drama kids.

They were terrible. No offence. Then went home. Later on gonna go Johore with bro to send granny home then come back and watch Man U. I'll be waiting for the first goal to message to Rahman since he's gonna msg me. I'll get you!

Anyways,5a2 came in second after the floorball team. It shows that we're good! Hehe.

I dont feel like going school tomorrow as the day will be filled with BOREDOM. All I need to do is concoct a reason why I didnt come to school without having to present an MC. Would getting only 2 hours of sleep as nothing would make me miss the Champions League Final,be an appropriate reason?

I mean,I'm sure 1/2 of the school is watching it too. They should like give an off-day for the Champions League Final! LOL. Ridiculous,I know..

Furthermore,I'll be watching it ALONE! Bro planned to watch it with 3 of his other friends. He invited me,but mommy didnt allow. URGH! Come on! It's not like I've never gone out late at night before,some more my brother is also there so she should allow it! Its not like he's bringing his whole racing team. AAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I hate this. If only my cousins watch football... Oh well,wish Man U luck! I love you Man U!! Muacks! HAHAHAHAHA. To Rahman,I'll trash your face tomorrow. XD

If you didnt know this guy,then you're lucky! LOL. And thats his real hair,not a wig. Haha.

Well,on Sunday was totally bored. Went to sleep then around 4pm this maniac called.
Farid: Syah,you bored?
Aisyah: yeah.
Farid: You want to go out?
Aisyah: NO! *call ended*

He always does that to me. So it was pay back time! After a mere 20 seconds of twisting,turning and staring at the ceiling...
Aisyah: Meet me under my block in half an hr.
Farid: Okay.

LMAO. So we went to Expo Crocs Sale. It was crowded but I still went ahead although he didnt want to. Idc. I'm not getting out of there until I get in. He saw a hot chix and wanted to ask for her number until he said something stupid which is not allowed to mention here. So,he lost the girl. HAHA!

Went to some other sales and off back home. Thanks for regaining the pain that was lost. I love you man. And thanks for encouraging me on everything that I wanna be in the future. Honestly,I have to say that you are the only person that remembers my promises from last few years and my ambitions and even down to the little-little things. I'll never let anyone replace this maniac of mine.

Anyways, yesterday went to watch Angels and Demons with sister and her colleague. She asked me to take the train at 5:30pm assuming the the trip to Vivo will take an hr. Took the train and ta-dah! I reached at 6pm.

I'm suppose to meet her at 6:50pm. So I walked around with only $7 with me and not being able to buy anything at vivo with 7 freaking dollars. I walk around alone some more. When she finally came,we rushed up to the cinema then finally waited for the movie to start.

I'll rate the movie,5 out of 5!!!!! It was PG with some violence. The only part that I couldnt watch was when a Pope was crucified and fire was burning at his legs. I might just get the DVD. There were really funny scenes too.

Okay I shall stop here before I tell the whole story.

And today was awesome except the part where some idiots changed my name to ASIYAH! Ridiculous. Probably did it on purpose. Oh well,karma will get you.

1) I need money!
2) I blogshop-hopped today.
3)I need a new shoe for school.
4)I need a formal top and bottom for my COL night.
5)I need someone or something to help me with my stiff shoulder. It could be dislocated!
6)I need Pizza Hut!
7)I need a controversial bag.
8)I need something exciting to happen.

I cried myself to sleep yesterday. My right shoulder has been in pain for a few days now but I can withstand the pain until that fateful night. I couldnt turn my body without feeling the sharp pull on my muscles.

I wanted to call out for mom but there's nothing she could do about it so I twist and turn on the bed and eventually felt one super duper uber sharp pain when I tried to turn my head to the left and I cried. It was misery I tell you!

Mom kept on saying its the pillow but I dont think so. How can a wrong position of the pillow and your neck bring such great pain? I have trouble stretching until my shoulders,lifting my arm straight up, trying to lie straight on bed and move even a single inch of my hands without feeling the pain.

So I had to put a pillow under my shoulder to make it not hurt abit. It may sound like just a stiff shoulder or a muscle joint problem,but IT FREAKING HELL HURTS TO THE CORE! & its not getting any better. URRGGHH!!

Was busy doing some surfing on Yahoo! when I stumbled upon Kris Allen's picture. As I look at it,his face kinda reminds me of my instructor,Desmond-but more Asian. Then I started having flashes of Desmond's hardwork on the drama kids and how much i miss him!

He was the hottest male drama instructor I've ever had. The previous ones were:-
->Mr Wong with his V-shape hair. No matter how short he cuts it,its still V! And he likes to wear shirts like that has pictures of lizards or a chair that says 'I am God'. But the kids like to change it to 'I am Dog' LOL. I MISS HIM TOO! *guiling must be laughing right now. haha* & I still remember the kicks and punches he made us do. It hurts i tell you!! And recently faridah said he saw him with his gf. Good for you old man! Its time you make babies and stop calling us brats! And improve your films la!

->Benny with his super duper uber hairy legs. He wears berms,so can see. And he's so irritating. 24/7 talking about discipline and keeping quiet. Booshca! He's the worst we've met. We never liked him since day one.

->Oliver..dont want to talk about him. He's in one of the advertisements for the kindness thingy. He's the one in blue shirt smiling at the small girl and also the one running towards the lift. EWW!

Okay..its 11:39pm right now and I'm about to turn in so I think I better stop here before I get nightmares.

Before that,today was totally miserable. Stayed home all day with the accompany of Fad. I'm still suffering from stiff shoulders. Must be the pillow.

Initally,wanted to go Expo for Crocs sale. I love Crocs. But my bro's gf said that she's been queing for about an hr to make payment and the hall is extremely crowded. Bro told me the same thing yesterday too when he went there. But I dont care! I still want to go.

Till here. Thanks fad for the company.

MYE scripts have been returned this week and I'm not happy with all my papers. I'll never ever say "its only the MYEs". Simply because it just shows that since its only the MYEs,you are not prepared to take your O levels when I'm sure the O levels are tougher. You think that you will do better when in fact you dont.

I've learned from this mistake and I'll never repeat the offence again. Yes,not studying is like a crime to me. Dont ask much. Just keep on reading. I'm ready to give up the Germany trip be it in June if I have to. Its not as important to me as my O levels.

After receiving my scripts,I just feel like crying at some point. Cry,reflect and turn back the clock. Alot criticism has been thrown at us. Still one more teacher to go,right 5a2? She wasnt in school so I guess she saved it for next week.

But I and a few more people will make these teachers take back what they said a few days ago. Even if we have to throw our result slips at them,WE WILL! Some teachers think that criticism works for everybody. We know that they have put in alot of hardwork but at the end of the day,all we feel is that the teachers think that we are too dumb to take all this.

Of course there are one or two teachers that believe in me and I thank them. But there are some that just like to suck people's blood! They find it enjoying to them! I dont really want to thank them right now cos of what they said about our results.

In other news..

I love going to the gym! LOL.
But I'm having pains on my neck!
Must be the pillow or something.
Till here.

School hours was fine. Did my mock paper seriously. But after that talk. HAHA. Cikgu Muhd was a very interesting teacher. I like the way he tells his stories although I dont improve my grammar..but yeah..

After recess,I just happened to say to Acha that I want to go gym and she said okay! I dont know why but all of a sudden that qn came out from my mouth.Which is a good thing. Or else when am I going to the gym.. Us being total strangers to gymnasiums,asked Navin and he said yes too. Yay!

So first went to my house to change then the Simei CC,only to find that the gym is closed at the moment and wont open for quite some time. So much for walking all the way there. So we turned back and took cab down to Tampines Stadium where there is a gym there.

Another unfortunate incident. Every Monday,the gym caters to LADIES' ONLY from 2pm to 4pm. We couldnt just leave Navin there,so we decided to have lunch at McDonalds(!!!). So much for wanting to lose abit weight huh. LOL

Then turned back at 4pm and finally made it in. Totally clueless how to start the treadmill so called Navin. So he too hopped onto the treadmill. Ran and ran then move to this cycling thing with Acha while Navin continued.

Then move to another equipment where Acha had a first-time-gym-user-memory mark. LOL. I couldnt stop laughing at that!! LOLLLLLLLLL..

Then move to this thingy which I dont know whats the use. Then cleaned ourself then went home.

Overall,I had a fun time going to the gym. And I really want to lose weight!! I'm sick of being fat! I'm sick of being the girl that has weight and health issues. I'm sick of not getting to fit into nice clothes. I'm sick of looking into the mirror and seeing fats jutting out from all corners of my body.In short,I'm sick of being over-weight! So,now its time to get up and go!

So,if any of you want to join us,you're welcome. Just take note that we will be going to the gym every Wednesday and Friday straight after school. Bring along our attire to school too. But for Friday is after Friday prayers. Till here.

Played MySims from 5pm to 9pm. I'm addicted to it!

To Mr Faridino Diegosinakito(weird nick!),I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart I didnt call you at 8pm which I'm supposed to cos I was happily playing MySims and time just past. Hehe. You satisfied now?

Okay. gotta repair my eyesight! Toodles

I just dont know how to express in words how much I love this club. They have proved their strengths & why they deserve to win time and time again. This club has formed professional footballers and they will stop at nothing to win the title.

Okay..I just need to say this: MANCHESTER UNITED WON THE ENGLISH PREMIER LEAGUE TITLE!

This piece of news may not be so 'wow-ing' to girls,but it is definitely to the boys. Simply because not many girls are into watching football. Some watch just for the sake of watching.

Anyways,I was watching the match alone.Actually accompanied by Navin over the phone(live with it Navin!). Granddaddy is here so he watched too. But he was kinda supporting Arsenal and mommy just dont like to see Man U emerge victorious.

The only two people that supported Man U in the house are out so..I was the only soul survivor. It may have been a draw,but still Man U won! I cannot tell you how excited I am. Aizat,Jamie and I wanted to go celebrate earlier on but it was kinda late. So we gonna celebrate tomorrow. LOL

I dont think I can sleep tonight. The excitement has taken its toll. So now it all comes down to Man U vs Barcelona on 27 May. Hopefully it will be another victorious day for me and all Man U fans. Maybe I should get my cousins to come over so that it'll be more fun. Hmm..

Till here. Feel like kissing the Man U jersey. HAHAHAHA RANDOM.

Couldnt stop listening to this song! Super nice. Especially when Justin Timberlake is in! *SCREAMS!!*

Last night talked on the phone with A and J. We talked from 12am till around 2am then my cordless phone just died. We were like in the middle of planning a joke la! Urgh.

Today stayed at home. Slept from 12pm to 5pm. Hah! So..now I'm having a huge headache. Oh! and I just got news that my great grandfather was admitted to General Hospital cos he fell yesterday and injured one of the bones in his leg.

Well,he's a 97-year-old fragile man.What do you expect?

I'm bored right now and just hoping that someone would ask me out! I would love to visit my great grandfather but I dont know how to go to General Hospital. So,have to wait for my family.

Till here.

All gone!

I know there's not much change from the previous blogskin. Well,I desperately wanted a new skin cos I was just tired of the same old plain white background. Links are gone cos I accidentally deleted the previous template without saving. I know,dumb move. So,if you want me to link you,you know what to do..

As much as I want to rejoice the end of Mid year,I still have my prelims and o level to go through. Just to have a bit relief,I tore the mid year timetable like I was raged with anger. It was the bestest feeling. I swear!

So,half of the day was spent looking for a blogskin. None was found. After hours of damaging my eyesight and soring my butt infront of the computer and laptop,I finally chose this skin. I've got nothing more to say except that I'm hungry. Bye!

not time to rejoice

It was something not needed in the morning.Yet you still gave it to me. I was taken aback!

Today had Maths paper 1 for 2 hours. Like finally there's some wind and I didnt sweat like I just ran 2.4. It was a manageable paper. I lost about 20 marks though. Well,passing the paper didnt even guarantee that I would pass my maths. So..I didnt care.

After school,slacked at foyer(!!!) then went home and I slept. I didnt really look at the time,but based on my brother,I slept for 4 hours+. Yes,call me a pig. I dont care. So..now I'm studying for my POA. Science..dont bother already.

Well..I'm not really studying POA. I'm watching a horror show on tv while doing my POA. haha. till here. To all O level students,dig your ears before taking Listening Compre tmr! Haha lame.

determined

I know what you've been through but I dont know what she has poisoned you with. But one thing is a fact that you are still my bestfriend no matter what. I may have shouted at you,said I hated you,said I never wished I'd met you. But you know that deep down I dont mean it. I just couldnt accept what you've said to me. But I know that you had to choose her because she's the one you love. To me,it was a dumb decision that you've made but I cant turn back time. I know I treat you like trash ever since the incident. I just cannot help but hate you for what you said. You know she's not the one but you still stick to her like glue and believe her as if your life depends on it. We've had our own mistakes made to each other but we know that its just a matter of time that we learn to forgive and forget. I only want you to learn to make the right decision. And for that,I believe that leaving her is the best thing to do and be my number one bestfriend again. Those hurtful msgs,I know its not you. Therefore,I refuse to stoop to that person's level by trying to fight back. I dont do child's play. I know I'm being bias and not understanding. But there's nothing to be understood in this situation which the case is she's ruling your life. She had cancelled out all your female friends and let the male stay. The motive may not be clear but I think I know what it is. I'm not sorry to say that you had made wrong and dumb decisions in your life where you regret and try to fix things. I know you still care about me and wished I was there to stay. But as long as you stick to her,I'm staying outta your sight. I dont want myself to be the topic of the argument. Its also time that you learn to let go of certain people and make the decisions that can make you and not break you. You have friends that are still by you even when you cancelled them out. You just need to be given the chance to see it. I'm sure this is the perfect situation. So whether you want to leave her or not,its up to you. And if you do,you know I'll always be here waiting. 11 years of experience,fun,laughters,good and bad memories are some things that are too difficult to forget. You contributed to what I am today and I'm going to contribute to what you are going to be tomorrow.

I really am going to see alot of B4-F9 in my report book for the mid years. I procrastinate and therefore I deserve it. So,I vow to start studying starting from today and never to stop studying until I finish my O's.

Its about time some O candidates change their attitude and get their nose in those books. Everytime there is a chance to study,I will. I wont waste the opportunity to get knowledge. But I wont be a study-freak la.

So,whoever want to join me in studying like everyday whether in school or outside,beep me! But make sure really study hor! And make sure the place is not so far. So that dont waste time. Make it in the east!

Till here.

the creator's power

Was watching Discovery Channel earlier and it was about Ram Bahadur Bamjan(picture). A 15-year-old boy that had disappeared away from home only to be found meditating under a tree in a dense forest since May 2005. He didnt eat,drink or move a muscle. He just sat there and meditated all day.

They showed a footage running 24/7 proving that the boy really survived without food,drink. The camera was kept rolling for about a week or so. Simply just sat there,closed his eyes and meditated. He's been in that position(above)ever since he started meditating under the tree.

I was blown away by this. I was so into the documentary that I totally ignored what my mom and sis say to me. Every sec of the documentary was like a new knowledge to me. Around 2007/08 he disappeared from the tree. It was believed that he had gone deeper into the jungle to meditate.

It was also believed that he is a reincarnation of a Buddha in 500 BC. When he finally showed himself on November 10 last year,he said that he would give speeches a few hours daily for one week before he goes back into the deep forest to meditate.

So here he is now at 18 years old. I just couldnt stop thinking about this even after the documentary ended. It totally blew my mind away. His speeches were about the discrimination Nepal was going through. And also talked about peace.

When I looked at him just sitting under the tree motionless,I had this chill going through me. Like he was a unique human being. Well,not actually a chill.. I dont know. You gotta watch the documentary to feel it. It kinda fascinated me to the max. Haha.

There were interviews from nutritionist,dietician,psychological expert,scientists and also buddhas about how the boy survived 3 years or so by staying motionless. Yoga played a part in the meditation. There was one footage that showed he was sweating at 10 degree celsius! Can see the sweat flowing down his face some more.

And there was one story where they shared that his chest started a fire. Something about combustion. He then spoke to his brother to wrap him in a red cloth. And he only speaks to his brother. Right now..probably he's out there in the jungle meditating for peace in Nepal and the world.

I'm not like looking at him like he's some kind of god or an icon that I should look up to. But just WOW-ED by the whole thing.

reason: there's nothing to watch on tv!

I feel like posting Acha's freak face here. But I feel so bad. And she might skin me alive..so..

Today was just plain boring. Played some stupid games in Heymath. Bio sat with Abdillah. Its been a while since I talked crap with him. Alot of stories shared too.

Then rushed to Lavender to meet mama and take passport. Wanted to eat kfc but lazy to go Bedok with her. So went to cut hair. I sort of love my new hair. No more crazy old woman's hair. Yes I got hair issues.

Went home. Slept. Well,my mom asked me to. LOL. Woke up with like tons of msgs. Well,my message ringtone is 'I get it' by Chevelle. Its kinda a loud song. So... it probably would have woken up the most heavy sleeper in the world.

Earlier on,I went to youtube and they showed the videos that are recommended for me. Most of the videos were like about Hitler! Like,can it get anymore lame and I'm sick of watching the same portion of 'Downfall' again and again just different dialogues.

And as I browsed through Youtube and Google,I just miss the old songs and some old singers. Well,here's what I've been thinking.

Movies to watch:

X-MEN ORIGINS! (its a must for me!)

Confessions of a shopaholic

He's just not that into you

Crimson Tide

Coach Carter

I know they're so outdated. But I dont care!

Songs/Albums:

Ronan Keating-Songs for my mother

James Morrison-Songs for you,Truths for me

Westlife-the old albums

Backstreet Boys-old and new albums

Justin Timberlake

Shayne Ward-upcoming album

Lee Ryan-latest album

Darin Zanyar

Shows not on TV:

Lie to me

Dont tell my mother I went to Holyland

Dirty jobs(new season)

CSI:NY/Miami/LAX(latest season)

Eli Stone(latest season)

Ghost Hunters(latest season)

Books:

Freedom Writer's Diary

So,thats pretty much it. I dont intend to download any songs or albums from the net. Its been some time since I bought a CD and have the complete set of songs. Unfortunately,to get all these things,I need ka-ching ka-ching. All I have is 34 bucks in hand.

I'm not gonna withdraw any money. So if any of you kind soul would want to buy for me,buy any of the above. Thank you very much. Haha. Till here.

crunch time

A preview of my table at 2am. Notes were infront of me but nothing seems to absorb.

I decided to post today. Last night,slept around 3+am. Was busy mugging over maths and bio. Unfortunately,what I studied last night didnt come out so there's nothing to pour out for the papers.

Maths paper 2 was a killer. The only question that I can do without trouble was the graph question. Even then I still dont know whether what I did was right. I was scratching my head and cracking trying to think of something.

Obviously didnt finish the whole paper. Almost the whole class didnt finish the paper. Even though the paper was 2 hours and 30mins. I think we're gonna get a lecture from you-know-who soon,once she marks the paper. Then had 'intense' revision for bio paper. Couldnt absorb inheritance.

Homozygous? Homologous? Heterozygous? What the hell are all these things?! I did average for my bio paper. At least I know some things. Then stayed back for some admin class stuff that was suppose to be done like months ago.

Currently chatting with Nizham. But he's not replying me. Could be that he's masturbating. LOL. PEACE!

Okay my eyes are feeling droopy. Gtg. Takecare. Lets all pray Cheryl will get well soon and return to school on Tuesday and join in the fun of getting stress over exams. BYE! haha!

'Quote' of the day: Shemale deserves many dicks slapped across he-she's face

away

Will resume blogging during weekends or after exams.
Brain under construction.
Tags will be replied daily though.
Takecare ya'll!

it all comes down to this

Exams starts tomorrow and I'm not prepared at all.
Today went to uncle's house to celebrate his 60th birthday.
I'm still hungry.
Now I'm gonna mug over SS and soon physics.
Wish me luck in revision.
Germany trip was postponed.
High chance I wont get to go at the end of the year due to damn 'O's.

Till here. Tags wont be replied. I've got nothing to say.

i need love

Dear friends,dont ask me out cos I'm very lazy. Especially if go beyond Simei.

Today went out with Farhan at 11am to Expo. Asked him to go which ever section he wants to cos I want to buy bra. LOL. Yes,laugh!

He bought 2 tops,1 bottoms,crocs,perfume,bag,a bed sheet and pillow. Alot sia he spend! Took cab home since it doesnt cost much as my house is like 3 bus stops away only. Then ate lunch at home then we slacked all the way.

He's sleeping over at my house cos his parents went for their second honeymoon. His brother got chalet then his younger sister went to sleep over at a cousin's house,so he's all alone! My brother,mom,dad and farhan will be watching CONGKAK tonight on Suria. Its a malay super super horror movie.

Thats why I'm not watching. Just yesterday's horror movie featuring a pocong also I didnt watch. I'm not afraid of any ghost,just the pocong. Its actually a dead person already being wrapped in white cloth comes back to live and hops its way around. Damn scary.

Its partly the reason why I dont attend funerals. Even when my late grandfather past away,I was in a room. Didnt come out after he was wrapped in the white cloth. Malays should know what I'm talking about. Even my brother fear these things. But now he's fine.

There was once I watched it and I just couldnt stop thinking about it. To the extent that when I close my eyes,I feel like its somewhere around me. Scary right? Haha. Just the sight of it would make me want to run away and wished I never saw it.

Anyways,sis called just now from Batam. She told me the hoodie was expensive so she didnt buy. Instead she bought me a perfume. Haishh.. I WANT HOODIE!

Till here.

To cheryl,its okay! I understand. Now I'm the one who is having cramps.